Mrs. Kelly – Room 253

Her thoughts moved to hands. She saw them cutting stems and tying, and tying turned into fingertips around the silk of cravats and fiddling with tie pins and buttons.

But she couldn’t stay there long, lying, looking at her nails, gloss mirroring the sky. She observed her nails, now ruby, resonating with the velvet from her day.

And more hands came, tousled up and pinned her hair while at her feet, fingers fiddled with long laces and ivory silk caught the morning sun.

Hands on a steering wheel, taking the corner she knows well, while another hand took hers and later helped her from the car. Taffeta cascaded, pooling over the old stone path, flooding around the smallness of her feet. 

Footsteps clicked in unison till the hands eased hers to others, to the ones waiting in the hush with dust particles held in light.  

And later her hands gripped the bouquet and thrust it up into the sky, small hands, fingers glinting like they always would and she held it up, triumphant, high.

Hands tweaking dials on a box of light, freezing moments by the trees, marking time and pressing pause. 

{Time Passes.}

And her thoughts stayed with hands, moving hands that held hers for a while, through the years and hours and today, hands around the clock.

Hands ticking time in trigonometric waves around a circle. And the once-upon-a-time hands, new hands now that ease the way.

Her nails shimmering, then and now, her fingers still small like they were. She made a fist, tiny, strong and punched the air. Her hands knew just what to do. 

White Horses – Recurrence Relation

She supposed it was time to run across the beach again and she was right.

She moved across in juddering frames in temperament with the kitchen chair, her clothes arranged, red top, black waistcoat and Mary Janes. The sand flies out, a response to her presence as the restaurant table slides in. White ceramic bowl of chicken salad and she runs.

Feet shoving sediment, the bench in Brueton park and the fresh feel of her new parka. Its white chord swinging from the opening to the hood, bouncing off her shoulders like her hair.

Her parent’s shelves, the cacophony of ornaments and as she thumped the sand with her size 4 feet, her Mum’s mantlepiece clock chimed lateness. 

There was a bag of shells somewhere, thin nylon netting and if she could find them, then hold a dogwinkle to her ear, she’d hear herself, taste the bone china of the teacup that she sipped from. She’d feel the silken edge of her parent’s fleur-de-lys settee as she charged, hell for leather, beating the sand with the smallness of her feet.

The March sun turned to April making everything alright as salt air kissed her skin and her trainers left imprints, the proof that she was there.

She never rode the Camel trail. She looked out of the window and fingered the dust around the edge of someone else’s ornaments .

And later she’d hold the sedimentary slate in her hand for umpteenth time. Sand turned to dust, clocks with hands that held hers as she climbed up to the cafe overlooking the bay. Tangled hair. Strands. Objet d’art.

Smooth cool rims, gold leaf teacup and arms stretched wide as she ran. The rock banging her thigh, safe, heavy in pocket as she thundered across the beach.